Monday, March 10, 2008

Re: poem

Relax
Refresh
Renew
My mind
My flesh
My view

Rewind
Replay
Rethink
My heart
Is black
As ink

Sunday, March 9, 2008

my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I am feeling very melancholy.

  1. I have no blog readers (except for my brother, but he doesn't count)
  2. I cannot find my Spanish book, so I cannot do my homework
  3. No one can send me the pages, because NO ONE HAS A STUPID FAX MACHINE
  4. I have to write an essay, however....
  5. ....I forgot both the book I was supposed to do an essay on, AND my literature folder, which has my essay prep junk in it
  6. I gained 8 pounds! THE FREAKING CHERRY ON MY SUNDAE OF PATHETIC SELF PITY.

Les Misérables= me and my sundae

Melancholy.

I have no readers.

Hmmm.

I have to sing a song for music (performing arts class) on Wednesday. What should I sing???

I'm thinking:
  • The Hill by Marketa Irglova
  • The Fear You Won't Fall by Joshua Radin
  • Older Chests by Damien Rice
  • 50 Ways to Leave Your Lover by Paul Simon
  • Choux Pastry Heart or Like A Star by Corinne Bailey Rae
  • Far Far by Yael Naim
Or something else. Ha. Last Wednesday, we had our music midterm. Us students had to sing either Love Me Tender or Glory of Love, and our music teacher judged, ahem...I mean GRADED us on our pitch, tone, singing ability, etc....if we sang well enough, we passed to the next level (a.k.a. singing the songs you WANT to sing, singing in groups, etc....) I sang Love Me Tender. I passed to the next level, and Mr. Gerhold (our music teacher) said I was great but he wants me to hold my notes a little longer so I can demonstrate my "wonderful vibrato."

I wanted to say, "Mr. Gerhold! This so called "vibrato" you heard was simply me SHAKING. Why was I having a 9.2 earthquake in my body? Oh, no reason except that, oh, maybe, um....I WAS TERRIFIED. Of singing. In front of my air-head classmates."

So. yeah. now you know. :)

A kind of poemish, proseish thing for you:

For so long, I've been afraid.
Afriad to fill these pages with anything but
Perfection.
The perfect words, flawless rhymes, and even immaculate grammar.
But that ends NOW.
Because I've learned that sometimes,
the right words are hidden
Beneath, in between, and occasionally a little bit the side of the imperfections.
And sometimes, it takes the countless hours upon hours of crossing out words, phrases, and whole lines to find the true essence of what you're feeling so strongly in your poor, poet's heart.
And sometimes you have to cross some stuff out so you can learn to read between the lines.
And guess what?
It's okay to feel the way you do when youwrite something that is just to inexplicably perfect that it makes you want to cry and beat your chest in triumph at the same time.
It's okay.
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I wrote that on January 19, 2008. I started at 11:46 PM and ended at 12:00 AM.
For some odd reason, next to where I put the date and time and stuff, I put:
"I've had a breakthrough!"
"Call the Washington Post, m'dear."

I'm kind of funny sometimes. :)

Big day.

Three posts in one day....wow!
Today, I....
  • found a suitable blog title
  • PA'ed (production assisted) on the set of my dad's short
  • made a few awesome Mexican posters for said short
  • got really tired
  • ate a truckload of junk
  • felt happy

My mom and I got back from the set of my dad's short film like, ten minutes ago.
I am so tired. Being a PA (production assistant) is exhausting. 
BUT! Watching the actors....um...act....is really cool! I can't WAIT to go back tomorrow.
wheeeeeee. movie making. funfunfunfun.
however. I am exhausted. and a little wiped out. and also sleepy.

goodnight.

Saturday, March 8, 2008

The First Poem

The first poem to be posted on this blog! WHOA!

Haughty, mocking
Eyes are locking
Into a deadly bind

Tocking, tocking
People gawking
The great, grand clock unwinds

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Here's one from me!

Hey everybody. Here's a drawing. Sorry it's upside down- my new sketchbook is rather difficult.